Time to say goodbye

I don't understand why things happen like this
sometimes I wonder if life's against me,
but I couldn't do anything when things happen,
and now I'm a drop of oil in a glass of water.

My fellings are strangled by loneliness,
they took my world into a mess,
someone to help me for their malice,
can anybody hold my hand please?

They try to send me far away
and I want to knee down and pray,
this is my world, my home, my place
let me stay here for god sake.

To break me down is their obsession,
they are guiding me to a deep depression,
and then I realise that if I want to survive,
I must think in another roads that I could ride.

I can't stand living because it is cruel and unfair,
misfortunes are following me everywhere,
and I ain't able to know why,
but now it's time to say goodbye.